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Eric @Eric-McTrainshit

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I fail at life.

Posted by Eric-McTrainshit - November 19th, 2009


I'm probably gonna die soon 'cause of it.

I hate the direction my life is heading.
I have allot of unrecognized potential. I have no job.
I lost all my motive and am gonna be kicked out of college for not keeping a proper GPA. (I suck at school but am a good worker)

I think I am going to become a knowledge junky on the streets and all my skills are going to go to waste. Seriously, I've been sharpening my skills related to graphics and electronics (Programming and hardware) and gaining knowledge on a wide array of subjects. But the doors of the electronics/web field and everything I'm good at are narrow and full of guys who suck.

Because of this my motive being reduced as I realize this.

I don't even know where to begin if I want to turn it around.

Does anyone have any form of inspriation?
I don't wanna hear bullshit, this is serious.

Oh well, I guess it's my fault. See you on the streets.

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Maybe I should get my ass out of my dads house, I look at everyone else who moved outta that place and they are doing pretty good for themselves. They gotta car, a house, a job. All that good stuff.

All i'm doing is becoming a failure. Even if I did move, I wouldn't know where to start, I'd have nothing. There's nowhere to go. Any Idea's besides suicide? Maybe I'm just fucked.


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drugs make u not fail at life for awhile. Thats one alternative to suicide!

well, im going to be flat out cold... you're fuCk3D. not for life tho, theres still alot of chances even if you dont make the best of them, something in you will spark sometime. IM NOT SURE IF YOU WOULD COUNT ALL OF THIS AS BULLSHIT. but well, i think we all reach that time when we just do everything like shit and we care about it, but we cant do anything about it. just try to think about something makes you feel great (NG maybe?) and think of what made it so great. now if what i said didnt help you, im sure alot of other things can help. BUT IM NOT GOING TO SUGGEST SUICIDE, DRUGS, OR ANY FORM OF REHABILITATION OR REEDUCATION. just give it some time... maybe 3 years, you'll get out of there. well, i hate fucking recession... what about you?