well, im going to be flat out cold... you're fuCk3D. not for life tho, theres still alot of chances even if you dont make the best of them, something in you will spark sometime. IM NOT SURE IF YOU WOULD COUNT ALL OF THIS AS BULLSHIT. but well, i think we all reach that time when we just do everything like shit and we care about it, but we cant do anything about it. just try to think about something makes you feel great (NG maybe?) and think of what made it so great. now if what i said didnt help you, im sure alot of other things can help. BUT IM NOT GOING TO SUGGEST SUICIDE, DRUGS, OR ANY FORM OF REHABILITATION OR REEDUCATION. just give it some time... maybe 3 years, you'll get out of there. well, i hate fucking recession... what about you?
soulreapermarco
drugs make u not fail at life for awhile. Thats one alternative to suicide!